Gone with the wind....
Gone with the wind...sigh.......
Well......its almost gone....
My 1 month break....
waking up 10-nish every day...
living the life of a tai-tai....
go to sleep whenever i wish.....
mostly 2-3am at night....
take afternoon naps when i feel like it......
go shopping in the afternoon......
blogging, messing with templates.....surfing the net.....blog-hopping.....
doing the laundry.....
having the time to wash n scrub even the hubby's socks by hand.....
using hubby's money......
having hubby volunteerily pay for everything.....meals....petrol.......whenever we go out....he foots the bill...
..........;
i cant help but to feel kinda anxious...
i have butterflies in my stomach....
it feels like im going to school for the first time......
haven't felt that way for such a long time....
i hate this feeling.....
i hate being out of my comfort zone.....
i'm having the jitters.....
i hate first day on the job!! and its only 2 days away....
oh lord help me.....
what-if i have hellish colleagues??
what-if i have a boss frm hell??
what-if it is not as easy at it seems??
what-if the handsome pay comes with a handsome workload too??
so many what-ifs.....
damn im gonna have sleepless nights....
which brings me back to the first point....
how am i gonna wake-up at 7.30am when i've been accustomed to wake-up at 10 everyday??!!
ahh!!!....help....me....
But one thing i told hubby.....
i shall quit if i can't take it........i will be on 3 months probation anyway and i can quit with 24hrs notice. Thats a consollation.... :>



















