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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

Gone with the wind....

Gone with the wind...sigh.......
Well......its almost gone....
My 1 month break....

waking up 10-nish every day...
living the life of a tai-tai....
go to sleep whenever i wish.....
mostly 2-3am at night....
take afternoon naps when i feel like it......
go shopping in the afternoon......
blogging, messing with templates.....surfing the net.....blog-hopping.....
doing the laundry.....
having the time to wash n scrub even the hubby's socks by hand.....
using hubby's money......
having hubby volunteerily pay for everything.....meals....petrol.......whenever we go out....he foots the bill...
..........;
i cant help but to feel kinda anxious...
i have butterflies in my stomach....
it feels like im going to school for the first time......
haven't felt that way for such a long time....
i hate this feeling.....
i hate being out of my comfort zone.....
i'm having the jitters.....
i hate first day on the job!! and its only 2 days away....
oh lord help me.....
what-if i have hellish colleagues??
what-if i have a boss frm hell??
what-if it is not as easy at it seems??
what-if the handsome pay comes with a handsome workload too??
so many what-ifs.....
damn im gonna have sleepless nights....
which brings me back to the first point....
how am i gonna wake-up at 7.30am when i've been accustomed to wake-up at 10 everyday??!!

ahh!!!....help....me....

But one thing i told hubby.....
i shall quit if i can't take it........i will be on 3 months probation anyway and i can quit with 24hrs notice. Thats a consollation.... :>

6 comments:

MJ said...

Think positive lah!

Jemima said...

All the best, FA! :)

prettybeautiful said...

:( sounds like me. I am starting work on 4th too. damn, i can't help worrying also. but i have to work to feed myself :( :(

ParisB said...

Good luck FA!

Dancing Queen said...

Hey, take it as a challenge. Maybe you'll meet nicer people than your previous job! :D

Fashionasia said...

thank you ladies for your kind words!!!
i shall...be positive! & take it with a stride...
am gonna bump early today to make sure that i have enought time to wakey-up in the mornin!! cheerios!!