She didn't come because......

1 of my best of friends did not turn up on my wedding day. I'd be lying if i say that i'm not the least bit disappointed. However i choose not to allow these things let me down. I was cool about it. I didn't ask her why.

During the christmas party I saw her. She looked pale. When she saw me she came over to sit by me. Actually I met her the other day, she told me she was sorry she couldnt make it to my wedding. I just smiled and say its fine. Nothing to worry about. I didn't probe her further the reason why. I didn't want to know. The truth is, inside i was thinking what could be so important that you miss your best friends wedding??

At the party she came over. As usual we would catch-up with each other. Truth is we were best friends when we were "single". But ever since both of us found our partners & eventually got married, we hardly hang out together anymore. So she said sorry once more. I told her its ok, don't worry about it. She must have felt really bad so she explained the reason.
"Fashionasia, I'm so sorry I didn't make it.......I.......I had a miscarriage............"

I.......was........stunt...........
I really wasn't prepared for it. I have no idea how to respond to such news. I manage to mumble something ...feeling very concerned, I asked her if she was ok.

She sounds pretty ok about it. But i could sense the pain. When she told me the whole process, she was rather teary. I don't know what or how should I be feeling, but I couldnt help but to feel sorry for her. It was her first baby. It must have hurt real bad. I felt so sorry that I was sort of angry at her for not being there. I felt sorry that i am not there for her. I was told that the whole process was extremely painful. I recall reading about an account by zaras mum about her miscarriage. I feel so sorry.

Christmas was a blast!

My christmas this year is a blast! I thoroughly enjoyed myself, I dunno somehow this year is kinda special, i love buying and giving gifts!! I getto celebrate with lotsa childrens and nothing makes me happier than smiling children.....

First time celebrating christmas together as hubby n wifey. Hubby wanted to suprise me by bringing me to Reneissance but somehow 1 of his friends accidentally spilled out the beans. boohoo.....
But alas we ended up in a different place-- Swensen's. It was nice, the food was great. I don't know what kinda caramel sauce they use for the salmon it was superb!!! Plus, icecream always makes me happy!!!!

Christmas always end too soon.


[update 1.11pm]
One thing about Swensen's that could have made it a better christmas is christmas songs. I don't know why they were'nt playing christmas songs. I just loveeeeeeeeee christmas songs. On christmas eve, hubby n I decided to catch some christmas mood so we headed off to 1Utama. But we were rather dissappointed that there wasn't that much of a christmas "feel". I mean yes individual shops plays they're own music and some plays lovely christmas songs. However, there wasn't a broadcasts of christmas carols that i was expecting. oh well, maybe they dont want to offend those who's not celebrating. I was in Singapore last year and i recall that Singapore was lovely during christmas season. Lovely deco, songs everywhere. The year is ending too soon....too soon indeed.

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Random stuffs:

I lost my DIOR plastic gloss lipgloss!!!!! HOW CAN???!!!!! ITs my favouritesttttt!!!!! sigh......very sad ;( where can it be?!?!?!

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Someone look me up for a job. I din apply for it but it came, so i'm writing my resume. Hurray......new year...new opportunities!!

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Went to IKEA yesterday, am looking for a dressing table. I think i saw what i like. Oh and i loveeeeeeeeeeeee ikea's meatballs!!!!!

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New Year Resolution 2006

I think everyone should make a list so here is mine.

• Get a new job
• Cut down on junk food and eat more vege
• Loose 5kg (eh i think every women have this on the list! rite not??)
  
• Eat more vitamins, regularly
• Exercise more often! Go swimming once a week, except for womens time
• Cook more often
• Be more prayerful
• Go for honeymoon
• A shopping trip to hongkong/china
• Plan for a baby in 2007........kekekeke

Blessed Christmas n Happy New Year ya'll!!!

I think I'm a dem good wife because......

here is my first bimbotic post la.......
But lemme enjoy the limelight for a moment while I'm in bliss mode hor.

here goes....

I think i'm a dem good wifey because:

• I can cook and bake pretty well i must say.
• I get along well with all his family members, they heart me to bits.
• I can play the piano to entertain
• I'm his barber (he havent been to one since 5 yrs ago when ive been appointed as his personal stylist...kekekke)
• I even do his nails.
• I'm good with computers. Very handy
• I don't mind to drive so i can be a chauffer too
• I never ask for money.
• I never ask howmuch he makes. I make sure i make enough for my expenses, of course when he pays i getto save or i getto spend more lo!! hehe
• I don't like to control , I let him make the decision. :)

Yey!! So i guess the real reason why i'm putting this down is so that I can remind myself and that I won't loose these virtues in time to come. Lord grant me grace to stay humble and remain as such.

SPA-cial Treatment

I was treated to a spa yesterday. It was my first time. I was very jakun because i don't know what to do. hehe.....the assistance was great tho, they told me what to do from stripping.....opps i mean changing to showering to wearing what and all that jazz. It was incredible!! I did a manicure and padicure again, Only did it like a week ago and I did it again yesterday. I am so spoilt!!!! Anyway since i was sponsored i thought why not......... I spotted a lovely color. Mmm....my favourite Lilac. My hands n feet are soooo prettyyyy now!

Oh ya.....which reminds me of the actual intention of my post today is to ask you girls out there where on earth can i find this PAUL & JOE cosmetics??!!! In KL i mean, I've heard of them but i never knew i can find them in Malaysia yet. Was reading 1 of the magazines there and i saw the perfect lipgloss that i must try!! I'm going shopping tonight for christmas presents. Hopefully i can find this baby as a gift to myself! hehe.


ref: http://www.paul-joe-beaute.com/en/products/lip.html

Olla!! I'm Back!!

Olla people....welcome the new Mrs. Me!! whoaa...can't believe its all over. It was really hactic but the wedding was beautiful. Simple and nice and so memorable.

I have so many things to share but my thoughts are scattered everywhere. I guess i'm just gonna mumble whatever comes to mind.

I'm glad i need not feed on Vegetables alone now!!! No more dieting!!! Junk food here i come! yey!!!! You know the first thing i did after the whole wedding thing is run to 7Eleven and bought myself a pack of Chickadees!! chomp chomp chomp!!! wakakaka......it tasted sooooooo guuuud.

I'm back to work already, can you believe it? Thats coz i'm only going for honeymoon next year. Anyhow, its christmas season and also my favouritest season of the year!!!! Its been a busy month and now i've gotta do my christmas shopping. Guess its back to shopping tomorrow. Need to get the nephews and nieces some gifts.

Erm........I'm contemplating to quit my job and start a small business since i'm starting a new life and all. Do you think its a wise idea at this point of time where the global economy is pretty unstable ? Some of my friends in the UK told me that there were alot of people made redundant recently. I'm kind of really really really bored/lost the passion for my current job already and I'd like to start something new. I'd love to be a freelance writer/columnist. Wonder if that would be possible for me? Well, I do hope to land myself some freelance writing job on fashion and beauty or even technology since i do posses a sound background. Lets just see what I have install for me in this coming new year.

I'm excited to start a new life in 2006. I think i'm going to make a new year's resolution, i bet the list is gonna be a long one. ;)

Is it just me or do Maxis line suck??

I don't know about other maxis users. But my 012 pretty much sucked ever since the last so-called upgrade done.

Many call attempts greeted me with "Call Failed, please try again". Which never happened before the upgrade was done. Which can be very annoying because each time i dial a number. I most probably gotta redial at least once. And, i receive SMS's telling me i have a miss call when i didn't even hear/see the phone ring at all. The phone is just beside my laptop, which is within my eyeview circumference, how to miss a call?

Worst is the SMS's that tells you about your miss calls list out the "NUMBER" of the caller. Eventhough i have the person's number in my phonebook tied to a name. The name of the caller was not listed. How the hell do i know who ties with what number??? thats the whole purpose of having a handphone built in with addressbook that i store all my contacts right??? When i receive a miss call with a number. I scratch my head and try to tie the number with a person. This is very difficult when i don't remember all the 100 over phone numbers in my phone addressbook. Sheeeshhhhh........

I miss the old maxis.