Wednesday, February 21, 2007


I have been bothered.
Bothered by something I do not know would somehow have effect on me still.

See, although I married my first "boyfriend". Before him, there were "some" guys that I "almost" thought were my soulmate. And, there is this particular guy just before the hubby. Lets just call him Mr.X(as in the "almost" Ex-bf.....haha)

I said "almost" because I would have ended up being with him if he hadn't gone so far away for a good 4 years for his degree and subsequently masters. With the distance, we sort of drifted apart even before we manage to start. Although he did ask me if i would wait for him.....well, thats something that I didn't have an answer to. Long-distance-relationship is HARD. REALLY HARD when you don't have the $$$$ and even harder when you're still young and naive, even the more a great challenge when you are still in the stage of "maybe" would be easier if you're already going steady. We weren't. I admit it broke my heart when he decided to go. I secretly wished that he would stay back but being a GOOD FRIEND that I was, I still encouraged him to persue his studies.

Fastforward, not going to the details of the drama's when I actually got steady with the hubby.
He did still ask me if i'm sure of my decision, i assured him hubby is THE ONE.
Though there was resistance, he wished me well.

Before I tied the knot.
Mr.X once visited me. And one time when we met online on MSN, he told me about this movie called
"Serendipity" and that i should watched it, knowing that i love romantic movies.
Till today I haven't manage to find the movie.
But just yesterday I heard that Mr.X is getting married this year.
I felt a knot on my throat.
I really don't know why I'm feeling this way.
I can't say that I'm sad because I am not.
But i really don't know what is this feeling called. It is a very foreign feeling I have inside of me.
So i was reminded of the show "Serendipity".
So I googled, and read the story review.
Its such a lovely movie.....

Serendipity is such a lovely word....
Accidental discovery

Oh and I thought this quote from wikipedia is so cute
"Serendipity is looking in a haystack for a needle and discovering a farmer's daughter." Julius Comroe Jr. "


Anonymous said...

It's one of my fave movies & I love this quote from it:

Jonathan: This is the ultimate blend to drink. How'd you find this place?

Sara: I first came in because of the name: Serendipity. It's one of my favorite words.

Jonathan: It is? Why?

Sara: It's such a nice sounding word for what it means: a fortunate accident.

p/s Try & catch the repeat on Astro or get it on DVD. You'll love it.

Fashionasia said...

hi jemima!!
ya...i saw snippets of it on youtube!! the words they use are so cheesy!! haha...and i love it!! :)
i saw that part of the dialog too...
i love both the main actors


The soundtrack is wonderful too!Get it and you won't regret it!

Moi said...

Love that quote!

Fashionasia said...

pu!! i actually drafted my next post right after this...which is about the soundtrack!! :> the song too!!

moi: the movie has lotsa quotable quotes too!!

Darren said...

So lomantic. So have you untied that knot in your throat?